i can't believe that it's already sunday and that the last post that i wrote was on tuesday. i feel like the days have been slipping by here. some of them are longer and some are shorter. there are moments when i can't stop thinking about peter and there are moments when things are normal.
being at home and spending time with friends has been really good so far. it has been a bit strange finding myself in the same kinds of situations from before because now i feel like a whole different person. pete's death has been, and i'm sure will continue to be an identity changing event for me.
in other news, things between bill and me have been really good since i've been home. he has been amazingly loving and supportive throughout this hellish ordeal. words cannot express how much i love him and how happy i am that we're together.
i feel like maybe i'm starting to come back to life a little bit. i think it will be a slow and painstaking process, but it will happen.
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